My real name is irrelevant...But some of you maybe wondering how I got this name . If not tuff shit I'm gonna tell you anyway. Its complicated but here goes..When I was a kid my heroes were always cowboys ,The Duke, Clint Eastwood, etc...As an adult I joined the 101st Airborne (1/506 CURRAHEE!) and was sent to hell twice. 
The things Ive done and the things Ive seen done will haunt my mind forever. There is no escape;HELL.. but that is just the tip of the iceberg .During my second deployment my marriage of 12 years unraveled;HELL..Then I met another woman who ultimately broke my heart after I returned home. I was dead inside;HELL..Now I find myself in a situation that continues to torment me, I met and fell deepl
y in love with the woman Ive always dreamed about,She is the one that picked up the peices of my shatterd heart and breathed life into me once again. She is perfect to me in every way. Smart, Funny,
Beautiful, Sexy as hell. We share each others hopes and dreams. She is without question my soul mate. Due to complications in my life I coul
d not be with her for the holidays;HELL.. I continue to let her down in small ways, she doesn't say so but I feel it. I fear that I am running my dreams into the ground and I don't know how to stop it and that is the biggest HELL of them all. I'm slowly destroying my shot at Heaven and that my friends is;HELL. So when you wonder where I'm coming from? Its HELL... Hence the name Kowboyfromhell
The things Ive done and the things Ive seen done will haunt my mind forever. There is no escape;HELL.. but that is just the tip of the iceberg .During my second deployment my marriage of 12 years unraveled;HELL..Then I met another woman who ultimately broke my heart after I returned home. I was dead inside;HELL..Now I find myself in a situation that continues to torment me, I met and fell deepl
y in love with the woman Ive always dreamed about,She is the one that picked up the peices of my shatterd heart and breathed life into me once again. She is perfect to me in every way. Smart, Funny,
Beautiful, Sexy as hell. We share each others hopes and dreams. She is without question my soul mate. Due to complications in my life I coul
d not be with her for the holidays;HELL.. I continue to let her down in small ways, she doesn't say so but I feel it. I fear that I am running my dreams into the ground and I don't know how to stop it and that is the biggest HELL of them all. I'm slowly destroying my shot at Heaven and that my friends is;HELL. So when you wonder where I'm coming from? Its HELL... Hence the name Kowboyfromhell
Tasteful and real emotion. I like it. Nice to meet you, Kowboy.... give yourself some credit and cut yourself some slack. Just because there have been hell in yout past doesn't mean it will continue. Don't let fear and assumption govern your future or sabatage your future. ~x~
ReplyDeleteawesome first blog post man, and everything happens for a reason.
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