The Queen of My Dreams

Its been almost a year since my last entry , so much has happened I don't know where to start. I am still with the same wonderful woman . I am humbled by her , the only thing I have found that matches my love for her is Her love for me. Yes , Unconditional love. Yes it does exist, I still hang my head in shame by the ways I have wronged her emotionally and though I don't deserve it, her Love for me is relentless. I have never in my life felt unconditional love from a woman . It is indeed an amazing feeling. There are times when I feel that its too good to be true. Like I'm living a dream and I'm gonna wake up any second, but thankfully that wake up never comes. I have tried in so many ways to express my love for her. The words "I Love You" don't even come close to the feelings in my heart. The fact is I've never felt like this before, I didn't know it could be like this. I'm not just talking about how I feel about her , but the way she makes me feel inside. The fact that she doesn't have to say a word when she looks at me I see the love in her eyes. Or when she kisses me, I can feel the love flowing out of her. She overflows my heart with a love that I thought I was incapable of. I am so grateful to her everyday for the love and undying support she gives to me. She believes in me even when I don't believe in myself. I only wish there were other words I could say to her besides "I Love You" to tell her whats really on my mind and in my heart. I only hope that she can see and feel the love I have for her , they way I see and feel it coming from her. She is by far the most incredible woman I have ever known. That is why I have asked for her hand in marriage. I cannot wait to take her as my wife and make her "The Queen of My Dreams" forever. I truly Love you Tiffany, You are remarkable, I'm so happy that your mine.

This Post is dedicated to the 1/506 INFANTRY REG. 101st AIRBORNE . Good Luck , and God speed . I hope you download this and play it before every mission . I Love you all. Remember you ARE Indestructible. CURRAHEE!!! Gunfighter 2/3 T.O.M out.

Remembering Band of Brothers

This is a video of my trip to Afghanistan, 506 Inf Reg. 101st Abn , 2nd PLT Cco.

"We few,We happy few, we Band of Brothers , For he who sheds his blood with me today, shall be my Brother.

Wake up America

I am deeply troubled by all the support that seems to be pouring out to Haiti. Don't get me wrong I feel for them. I am not without compassion. However I am sick to death over all this oh help Haiti shit. Give me a fucking break .What about the United States of America? What about the suffering that goes on daily in this country that everyone who pretends to "care" turns a blind eye to. How many of the help Haiti bandwagon has sent a package to a deployed solider?(Those guys don't have their Fuckin hand out, and Believe me they suffer in ways you will never know.) Or how many have given to their local food pantry ? They see the need but do nothing. Or better yet how many of them would take a Haitian family into their home only to come home and find the dog headless and their guests writing on their ceramic floor with a chicken foot. I'm not saying don't help ,but Charity begins at home. Like I said they see the need but do nothing, they are nothing more than lemmings following the group. "Oh Boo Hoo Haiti had an earthquake." We have earthquakes too but no body comes running to help us . Think about , 9-11? nothing, Katrina? nothing. Hurricane Andrew ? nothing . But the minute some other country needs help its , "oh those poor people we gotta help them " never mind the 4 homeless you pasted on the way to the bank .You probably didn't even see them or you pretended not to. I'm not heartless I help when I can . Wake Up!!! If we stop running to every ones aid they will stop expecting it. The people of Haiti cant get their head out of their ass long enough to build any kind of infrastructure , they live in bamboo huts , Well not anymore thanks to the good ol U S of A now they will be living better than some of you. If you don't like what I had to say tonight , Too fucking bad. I am a combat tested Defender of Freedom. including freedom of speech so Your comments are welcome because I defend your right to tell me to fuck off and burn my Flag. God Bless America and nowhere else.