Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The Queen of My Dreams











Its been almost a year since my last entry , so much has happened I don't know where to start. I am still with the same wonderful woman . I am humbled by her , the only thing I have found that matches my love for her is Her love for me. Yes , Unconditional love. Yes it does exist, I still hang my head in shame by the ways I have wronged her emotionally and though I don't deserve it, her Love for me is relentless. I have never in my life felt unconditional love from a woman . It is indeed an amazing feeling. There are times when I feel that its too good to be true. Like I'm living a dream and I'm gonna wake up any second, but thankfully that wake up never comes. I have tried in so many ways to express my love for her. The words "I Love You" don't even come close to the feelings in my heart. The fact is I've never felt like this before, I didn't know it could be like this. I'm not just talking about how I feel about her , but the way she makes me feel inside. The fact that she doesn't have to say a word when she looks at me I see the love in her eyes. Or when she kisses me, I can feel the love flowing out of her. She overflows my heart with a love that I thought I was incapable of. I am so grateful to her everyday for the love and undying support she gives to me. She believes in me even when I don't believe in myself. I only wish there were other words I could say to her besides "I Love You" to tell her whats really on my mind and in my heart. I only hope that she can see and feel the love I have for her , they way I see and feel it coming from her. She is by far the most incredible woman I have ever known. That is why I have asked for her hand in marriage. I cannot wait to take her as my wife and make her "The Queen of My Dreams" forever. I truly Love you Tiffany, You are remarkable, I'm so happy that your mine.